Monday, November 19, 2007
12:52 by FoxTwo
It's so bad I even snapped at Uzyn in the Ping.sg shoutbox. Damn, why did I do that? I shouldn't have. I apologise, Uzyn. That's why I left the shoutbox - I don't want to snap at anyone else.
Having a restrictive firewall at work doesn't help too. Sucks when you can't go anywhere (almost). Tech sites are one thing, but the way I'm feeling now, I am in no mood to do anything productive. Work is just "going through motions".
Come 5pm, I have no idea where I'll go. Home? Could be. Although I doubt it. I'll still feel crappy there. Drink? Possible. Question is, where? Regular place? Don't think so... people would be going "heeeeey brudder, long time no see!" and somehow I don't feel like talking, putting on a fake smile and wave back.
If I wanna be left alone, why the hell do I wanna go drink?
The last time this happened to me was back in May, but that one I knew why. It had a trigger and catalyst. This one, no clue. I woke up today, came to work, *wham!* I started to feel like this.
It's ok if no one reads this too... but I just wish I knew why I'm feeling like this.
12:52 by FoxTwo
I Feel Crappy And It's Not Due To Monday Blues
It's so bad I even snapped at Uzyn in the Ping.sg shoutbox. Damn, why did I do that? I shouldn't have. I apologise, Uzyn. That's why I left the shoutbox - I don't want to snap at anyone else.
Having a restrictive firewall at work doesn't help too. Sucks when you can't go anywhere (almost). Tech sites are one thing, but the way I'm feeling now, I am in no mood to do anything productive. Work is just "going through motions".
Come 5pm, I have no idea where I'll go. Home? Could be. Although I doubt it. I'll still feel crappy there. Drink? Possible. Question is, where? Regular place? Don't think so... people would be going "heeeeey brudder, long time no see!" and somehow I don't feel like talking, putting on a fake smile and wave back.
If I wanna be left alone, why the hell do I wanna go drink?
The last time this happened to me was back in May, but that one I knew why. It had a trigger and catalyst. This one, no clue. I woke up today, came to work, *wham!* I started to feel like this.
It's ok if no one reads this too... but I just wish I knew why I'm feeling like this.
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